I've waited for this moment all my life and more

Mood: hope/concern/fatigue
Listening to: Templeton - True Friends

I've been barely present around here in the past few months. There are two reasons for this:

1. I've been trying to take personal time away from the computer and everything else to just enjoy myself. It's been great, and I'm really pleased with how almost everything is going right now.

2. I'm finding my work to be unsatisfactory. I just got home from vacation and looked at a few shots I took, and every one was terrible. My poetry is cluttered and sloppy. I'm not exactly proud of even the deviations I've already submitted.

I assume that eventually I'll start submitting consistently again, hopefully shortly.

And now I see so clearly what I could not see before